I am bad at arguing and I hate arguments.
I am bad at arguing because I am a blurt-devil. However, that’s not the reason why I consider myself bad at arguing. The worst bit is post-arguing, I have this amazing capacity to recall every word that went back and forth between me and my rival arguer. I even see the characters involved in arguing (myself obviously included) as if I can pan in and out the arguing scene, turn up and down the volume of the words (for clarity… aaargh). Like a film-editor, I have this amazing capacity to go through every film and see where bits need to be snipped and stuck elsewhere. Well, if there was an arguing-editor, I’d be the best at it for sure.
I hate arguments because I have never won an argument. Although there was a time I used to indulge in arguments for the sake of arguing – and believe you me these arguments are not worth arguing for, but there’s no rhyme or reason. Anyway, I have grown out of such argument.
I wish there were crash courses in the “Art of Argument”.
ps. this is just me trying to get back into the habit of writing (yes, even if it means writing nonsense :sigh: )