a Eulogy

20 Oct

He came into my life breathing life into my otherwise lifeless life. That’s what he did. His presence made living a single life so much easier and until now I could have never imagined living without him, but I have to now and I know I’ll learn to do so.

Well, the last time I saw him, he was on a life-support and there he lies now – lifeless. Was it because of neglect on my part? There wasn’t time to think… I so badly wanted to bring him back to life I tried resuscitating – pressing him and poking him around with a hope to give back what he endearingly gave me once – a life. I failed.

Is he dead? I know he is, there’s no doubt and I DO NOT want to be in denial. But I want to give myself a benefit of doubt – I am going to get an autopsy done. If it’s because of neglect on my part, I will work on redemption. If someone else is guilty, so be it. Knowing what actually happened may be my closure or that’s what I’d like to think.

R.I.P. my friend

I’ve lost my playmate? Who will, now, listen to my endless rants and take notes? Who do I travel with? Who do I listen to? Who do I talk to? Without him, there’s very less I seem to be able to do. Without him, I have become immobile, literally mobile-less 😦

Beside, the more I write, the harder it seems my life ahead. So I stop here.

In memory of my much-loved hard-to-let-go the *apple* of my eye.

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5 Responses to “a Eulogy”

  1. NicoLite Великий October 20, 2012 at 11:28 am #

    My condolences. I felt very much the same way about my desktop computer 2 years ago…

    • s1ngal October 20, 2012 at 11:44 am #

      Why… but why oh why… 😥
      ps. thank you.

  2. adinparadise October 20, 2012 at 6:35 pm #

    Condolences to you, singal. This is a very sad post. I don’t know where I’d be without my apple. 🙂

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